Ugh. I've got issues at the moment.. Lots of issues.. I've written several poems now concerning these. One of them is posted up here already, but the rest will have to wait until after I've gotten this mostly sorted out I think. Could be quite a while before they get posted then.. We'll see.

Last night was the worst I think. I was in one of those moods that had the guy concerned been on msn, I probably would have just told him everything. I'm not sure if I'm happier that he wasn't. It might have been nice to to air everything out, but then again, that would have just opened up another can of worms.

I didn't want to go to bed last night. I started almost getting ready for bed once or twice, but couldn't make myself do it. So instead, I sat outside on a bench in the freezing cold writing poems until after 1 am. I slept really well last night. I don't think I would have if I hadn't gone and sat outside. I definitely felt.. more ordered after doing so, although I'm still in a weird mood today.

I really hope I'll be able to put up those poems before too long.