My poor hair. I dyed it temporarily BRIGHT RED (go flames go!) and was considering doing it permanently, but decided against it and was just going to dye it my natural hair colour because dreads make your hair look darker, and I wanted it back the way it normally is. So the first box I get looks like it's gonna be the right colour, only that it ended up being like DARK red and sorta purplish. So that was no good. So I get another box and it's waaay lighter this time and looks like it'd be juuuuuust right. So I dye my hair, but it didn't really work all that well, and so now it's definitely lighter, but still not the right colour. Right now, it's a colour that if you'd never met me would think is my natural colour, but you'd also think that I have very red hair. Although... it's not really RED, it's much more orange than it used to be. Either way, once my hair de-fries a little bit I'm gonna try dying it again.

I miss my orange hair. Sniff sniff.

And I'm sick. This morning I woke up and could barely swallow. It's quite painful. I think it may be because all the dye fumes burned my throat or something, if that's possible. At any rate it sucks. And I'm going to be like this for YC most likely. Grrrrrrrrrr.

I hate being sick. AND throat lozenges have sugar in them, so if I eat too many of them I'll go high and that's just not good either. Siiiiiiiiiiigh. I may have to go and eat some pudding or something to make myself feel better.. Mmmmmmmm pudding... I have lemon mereigne pudding in my lazy susan. And I also have no idea how to spell merangue.. Oh.... hmmmmm..... I think I just got it..

Boys are stupid. I've said this before, and I'll say it again, and as usual, probably won't actually mean it. THEY ARE JUST SO CONFUSING AND ANNOYING! Grr. Scooby told me a while ago that he kinda liked both me and Vic, which is wonderful and fantastic EXCEPT that I don't want to go out with him. Well, I dunno, I sorta like him, but he's not a Christian, and to go out with him would just not be a good idea. So if he decided he liked Vic better, then that'd be all peachy and keen, except that I don't think Vic likes him. I tried to get an answer out of her, but she just refused to answer me at all. I'm pretty sure she doesn't like anyone at all, which seems impossible and ridiculous, but that's just Vic for you.

What I want is someone like Dan. Dan was Laura's old boyfriend, not that this helps you at all, but that's just too bad. Dan is a punk. And he has a mohawk and piercings and some of them are stretched, he's that sort of person. Problem is he's not a Christian either. But I want someone like him who IS Christian. The problem with THAT is that those sorts of people are in short supply in Calgary. St. Albert had like 6 of them and it's a TEENY town. So yea, basically what I want is Aaron, but not Aaron cause he doesn't like me anymore.

Where oh where is my mohawked man?