siiiiiiiiiigh. (and no Fiona... it's not because of a boy this time.) you all know how i told you about me spending a year on a tall ship, well i'm starting to think that it just may not happen. you see.. there are hidden costs involved. (neurg). i e mailed the guy again asking how much it would cost, and he said 32000$ US. true it's for an entire year, but STILL! i don't have 32000$US. siiiiiiiigh. so i suppose it really is a good thing that mum's not letting me take a year off of uni in order to do this, because i'm really NOT going to have 32000$ raised by the time the summer rolls around, but perhaps in three years i may. hmmmmm. interesting how these things work out ain't it?