Kobe caught a mouse today and it was a douzie! That mouse was HUGE! She had wanted to bring it into the house and show all of us, but we wouldn’t let her. eventually she left it somewhere and came inside, but she’s been pining for the poor dead thing ever since then. We think Mel may have found it and eaten it for her.

Today was such a slow day. Not time wise, but me wise. I had my first physics lab this evening, from 2 until 5. It wasn’t hard or anything, but I had such a hard time doing it. my lab partner must have been so very annoyed with me because he wanted to try and get out of there early so that he could finally get around to eating lunch, but I was so stupid and so slow that we only ended up getting away at 4:30. I think if he’d gone by himself, he probably would have finished in about an hour rather than two and a half. Although we did help this one guy whose partner was being super anti-social and was refusing to help much. See, we had to go outside and calculate the height of one of the buildings. (according to my calculations, the library tower is 30.2 m tall (or something like that. I don’t remember the exact number.)) but so this guy’s partner refused to go outside and help, even though it was impossible to calculate the height with just one person because you needed to use a tape measurer and a fancy dealy that, among other things, finds the pitch in roofs. So we helped him. So I guess it wasn’t just me that slowed him up.

Then, when I got home, my mum informed me that there was a letter for me. It was from the U of C telling me that they had unregistered me from Amat 219 because I was supposed to get a written approval for me to be in that class JUST because I did math 249 instead of amat 217 (WHICH ARE THE EXACT SAME COURSE!!!!!). grrrrrrr. So now I don’t know if they’re going to let me back into it or not. If they don’t then I'll have to take it during the summer or something, because all my other math courses depend on that one, so if I don’t have it, I can’t take any of my other ones. This is so stupid.

And oh man, there was an Aaron longing today like there hasn’t been for quite some time. it really isn’t fair you know. He’s completely over me, I know because I asked, and here I am, still absolutely head over heels and kicking myself for it. I want to be over him, because I know that nothing will EVER happen between us, but I just can’t seem to forget about him. I've already been driven to large quantities of fake cheese and ding dong type affairs called swiss rolls since I got home from violin. Which was barely a half hour ago. It was on the way home from violin that the whole crisis evolved, for no particular reason that I can think of even. Just suddenly, SCHMACK! I'm surprised I didn’t hit something while driving.

What do you do when every guy that you meet or see is never as good as that one someone that you can’t have? You mope a lot, that’s what. And eat a lot of cheese and become very fat and ugly. Oh joy. Just look what I have to look forward to. I'm already flabby enough, I don’t need cheese induced pounds added on.

You know the saying, absence makes the heart grow fonder? I don’t think absence makes the heart grow fonder, I think absence makes the heart forget.