FINALS ARE DUUUUUUUUUMMBB!!!!!! and my book is starting to feel neglected. without a deadline to spur me on, i never write anymore. very sad. i am however over 51000 words! yay. and will probably, and very unfortunately, stay there for just a while longer until i can finish with my rather nasty bout of finals (DOOOOOOOOOOOM) and then i'll be able to lounge about and do nothing and write and all the other things that unproportionally large amouts of homework tend to restrict. like drawing... ahhh, to draw. i haven't drawn ANYTHING since before the summer. at least. it's so sad. i'm almost worried to try and finish my mermaid drawing, because by now i'll be so rusty that it'll look terrible. perhaps i'll just draw something else, and then hope that the gaps between whatever else i draw and the next time i pick up a pencil are less than 6 months apart.

lately i have been giving my left eye a lot of trouble. perhaps it is having sympathy pain/accidents for my mum, who just had laser eye surgery on her left eye...... again. she's had to get quite a few touchups because they haven't been working so very hot. at any rate, i have pulled no less than THREE monstrously long cat hairs out of my eye which had been winding and twisting around causing all sorts of PAIN. then today i was talking to my friend Jessica on msn and she said to have fun studying for my exams and such and since you can't be overly sarcastic across msn, i made a lovely face at the computer, and sort of squinted my left eye, but i did something funny and the bottom lid turned itself inside out and i stabbed myself in the eye with all my eyelashes. not so fun.

and i have another blister on my tongue. DO NOT ASK ME HOW I GOT A BLISTER ON MY TONGUE! i have no idea. i've only just recovered from a different one and they HURT! PAIN... AND LOTS OF IT!! you try making up stories for a two year old when you can hardly talk. ok, now you do five and then i'll..... ow.