AAAAAAARRRRRRRGGGGG!!!! people should ensure that whenever they are marking test papers..... they are NOT in a bad mood!!!!!!!!! or rather... whoever is marking MY exam should make sure that they aren't in a bad mood! you see.... i got my physics test back today...... oh dear. with several, SEVERAL exclamation marks! i got all of the multiple choice questions right.... but then 7/21 on the written. which to me doesn't make any sense at all. because if anything, you should get higher on the written because even if you don't get the right answer, you can still get part marks for the work. i think Martòn, the physchotic hungarian math guy marked my test.... that would certainly explain a lot.. i was in such a state that i went and bought two of the sugar free chocolate bars (dark chocolate and milk chocolate with mocca in the middle) AND a king sized kitkat. now i'm feeling slightly better, but still worried that i am going to flunk out uni. which at this point in time is looking like a very good possibility. unfortunately. because it is very hard to get enough money together to start your own business when you haven't been to uni. AAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and then how would i go to Scotland for my third year if i flunk now? hmmm. this is quite the predicament. although... if i were to have a complete mental breakdown... maybe they would send me to a mental hospital in Scotland.... now there's an idea! the only thing that is actually keeping me going at this point, well, there's two things i guess, is that the first year is always the hardest and that i get 4 months of summer vacation. and that's IT! a bit of a scary prospect that is...

i'm getting a webcam. i felt you all needed to know that. AND!..... i don't know. i'm not exactly the most interesting of people. in fact... i'm one of the more boring people i know. very sad. i do, on average, about 4 or 5 hours of homework every night. i'm sick of it! i really, really am. and i'd stop doing it, but then i'd fail even more miserably than i already am going to. oh boy. fun fun and hurrah.

siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiigh.