i have come to the conclusion that i am not normal. alright, so i came to that conclusion a while ago, but this is in a different field. you see, now that all my friends are moving away and going to university in different places, i won't get to see a lot of them, well, ever almost. but this doesn't make me sad. i saw victoria today because she is leaving on friday, and i saw scooby too. he's going away to texas. and even though i know that i won't see either of them very often, i didn't really mind that prospect. i'm not sure why. i guess i'm just not a people person or something. i suppose i should explain this better. so i will miss seeing the people that have moved away, but it doesn't seem to bother me that i won't get to see them, even though i'll miss them. i don't know. it's sorta like, i'll miss talking to them and whatnot, but i really won't miss them. it's odd. perhaps eventually this will change, but for now, it doesn't bother me at all. although it does sorta bother me that it doesn't bother me (follow?). i would make a lovely hermit i have decided. perhaps that it why i like the country better than the city. although there is one exception to this not missing anyone business. i do miss Aaron, but then that's a bit different i suppose.
i have been sampling the tortelini. i shall be HIGH AS A KITE! oh dear.
i don't want to go to school. i really don't. i think i quit. right now. pretend i'm 18 and give me a lottery ticket so i can retire as a millionaire hermit living somewhere in scotland. with a really nice car... so i'll be a modern hermit then. with internet of course... but no tv. i can do without tv. oooooh, but not movies... hmmm... perhaps i shall just be a spinster then..