wow, being left behind really, really sucks. you see i was supposed to go to stampede today with, shall we say, impatience. that is what we shall call her. i don't believe she reads this anyway, but i'm sure it would find it's way back to her somehow anyway. and i don't really want to yell all of this at her, she already knows i'm pissed off about it, but i don't need to make it worse by continuing to remind her that i'm pissed off at her. at any rate, i was supposed to go to stampede with her tonight along with her boyfriend and some other people that they know. so firstly she was going to call me once she knew how we were going to get to the stampede, me meet her at her house, me meet her at her bf's house, etc. only that she never called me to tell me any of this. so i go to the cat kennel to do my afternoon clean and she knew that i wasn't going to be done until at least 5, but when i get home, oh my, look at this, she's gotten tired of waiting for me to be back and so she's left without me. granted she did try to call my house (Hali was on the internet so she couldn't actually get a hold of anyone, but even so. she'd told me this morning that she wasn't going to leave her house until 5:30 or 6:00. and i was definitely home before then.) so i get home and i call her on her cell and she's almost at her boyfriend's house. so she says that she'll call me once she gets to her bf's house and we'll arrange something from there. problem being that she never actually called me at all. so i call again and oh look, they're leaving her bf's house and getting on a bus, so no waiting for me there either. surprise surprise. so then she says to get on a bus and meet them all at the stampede which is nearly impossible given the couple HUNDRED THOUSAND people that are there. the other problem with that is that i live in the country and there aren't actually any busses that go anywhere within an hour's walking distance. and since i live in the country i don't ever take busses, because of the aforementioned reason, and so i would have no idea HOW to get to the stampede via bus. so she tells me to take the bus that leaves from westbrook (a mall) because it goes straight to the grounds and then i can find them there. hurrah. so i decide that, ok fine, i'll go even though i'll only know one person out of either 2 or about 10 people. fun. so i get in my car and start driving. on route to westbrook i decide that you know what? i don't really actually want to go to stampede with her at all, so i turn around (cutting off at least one person in the process. i really must try not to do that..) so i get home and call her back and tell her that i'm not going anymore. and oh my goodness can you believe it?!!! clues into the fact that i'm just a tad pissed off at the moment. and strangely she can't seem to understand why i'd be mad. hmmmmmm. so then she says that it's not her fault because she tried to call me, but then she went on a little further and realized, that oh... she could have very easily waited for me at her bf's house seeing as i only live about 5 minutes away from it, but no, they decided that they'd rather go out and buy booze than wait an extra 5 minutes for me. she actually seemed to find the whole thing slightly amusing. i imagine she's glad that now her and her boyfriend can be alone and not have to worry about me becoming ill at the sight of the snogging each other.

i've actually been in a bit of an odd mood all day. this morning i went to change the insulin cartridge in my thingy and i dropped it, so it cracked, making it rather useless to me, so i decided to play with it and inject various weeds with insulin. it doesn't actually work by the way. i think cause they're already full of water and it doesn't compress very much. or they've just evolved into higher beings that are able to fight off odd people with insulin and needles. i think i may have to report my findings to someone. i imagine finding someone who cares will be a little difficult however.... ah well. the attack plants against insulin shall go unheeded. until they take over the world. then they'll have to listen i suppose. but back to my odd mood. for whatever reason (I'M BEING POSSESSED I TELL YOU!) when i was out there with my little cartride of insulin, for some odd reason i had an urge to inject one of my cats with insulin. but then the rational part of my brain kicked in and informed me that no, i didn't really want to kill my lovely cat or any other living thing (except for thistles of course). i did however inject the garden hose with some insulin. it now has a very small leak.. iwas thinking that it might be like the thing on the top of the cartridge, that just sorta seals over again. apparantly not... but at any rate this is very long and you are all very scared now, but just remember, i didn't actually kill anything important today. the hose doesn't count. it hardly leaks at all. these are very small needles we're talking about here.